Curious1alwys BSN, RN

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  1. Curious1alwys

    Where do I go from here?

    If you realized about you that you have horrible performance anxiety when it comes to nursing skills (and therefore suck at most of them), don't want to take care of people anymore (life or death...
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    Coronavirus May Be Reactivating?

    I swear I had this about a month ago. Never know. But now getting recurring throat pain and just bad fatigue on and off since, like my body is still fighting. Makes me really wonder if that virus can...
  3. Right? OP..........you want a significant other and some of us are like, "go away already!" ha ha. Thankfully my husband is "essential" too.
  4. Ugh! Not cool but not surprising
  5. On the floor I was always busy, always drowning, from the moment I stepped onto the floor until the minute I clocked out. But I cared. A LOT. Probably too much. I just marveled at the other nurses...
  6. Well if I wasn't scared before, I am now.
  7. Awwww. (((HUGS))) I remember this feeling well. It never left me either and apparently I had less patients to deal with than you! I don't know why it never left me, why I felt like my time management...
  8. That's like the guilt you feel when you've left bedside for some time and you feel like you miss it. It's not real.
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    Breakdown at work

    And hubby probably has an 8-5 desk job. ? (sorry, couldn't resist!) I'm so sorry you are going through such a tough time. It's so hard, I know. What do you usually do to cope? What has saved you...
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    Anyone having trouble getting hired??

    "Put me in coach". ha ha. You just dated yourself.? ? I already have a job, part in a hospital and part in an outpatient clinic, not really bedside tho. I'm just waiting for the day when they call me...
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    This is really taking a toll on me...#Vent

    To the OP, I can't imagine what you are going through right now. I'm so sorry. Even those without a mental health history are struggling so take comfort in that and do your best to keep up your self...
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    This is really taking a toll on me...#Vent

    Where do you live that they are taking a nurse who has never worked in acute care and putting her on the floor? Doesn't seem like a safe situation but I guess drastic times require drastic measures....
  13. For sure, such a strange situation right now. Just waiting to see how it plays out, with bated breath, like nearly everyone else I
  14. Curious1alwys

    Reinstating license during Covid

    WOW!, didn't even know they were doing that. I've been in cardiac rehab for a few years, so considered "away from bedside", and was wondering if the pandemic could be a way back if I so wished. But...
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    Lvad patient in cardiac rehab

    So we are getting many more LVAD's as well. When I have a patient come in I like to learn as much as I can about their specific device, of course. I always write the hotline number on their chart in...
  16. Hey SincerITY, Wondering how you are doing these
  17. In my outpatient clinic I am trying to verify policies and procedures. My new manager is making many changes, one of which is getting rid of the monitor and moving to using an AED and CPR (BLS) only....
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    Question about policy/procedure

    Thank you. Ok so this is what I've been trying to figure out. But years later, if the patient sues, won't they look back at P&P? If I say my manager did not have any equipment around, will that be...
  19. Hi, I need help. 6 months ago I secured my dream job after a little over two years in nursing. It's cardiac rehab. When I was hired there was an RN manager that was present in the outpatient (offsite)...
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    Port-a-cath question

    I guess I have really only seen port-a-cath's placed on the chest, not accessed. I was precepting another nurse the other day and we had a patient that had a port-a-cath already accessed with a huber...
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    Debilitating anxiety and fear of harm

    Thank you so much Alex for taking the time to reply. I think we are staffed though. Usually there are at least 3 of us but my job is defib/ALCS protocol and starting the line, pushing drugs. So, with...
  22. Curious1alwys

    Finally Leaving Nursing...For Good!

    Congrats to you! You are doing what many of us dream of. Like the others, I struggle with nearly constant depression and anxiety when I am providing hands on care. So.....a career change is likely...
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    Why Do Nurses Quit?

    EXACTLY. I always say it's either us (the nurse) or them (the patients). One is going down in the end. And most nurses burn out because those that care choose
  24. Night shift without diff? NO WAY, lol Hospital. It will go further to count as real experience for you as it is "acute care". Don't ever take a night shift without diff, ugh. Plus, I think 8 hr shifts...
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    Cardiac Rehab

    Starting a new gig in this area. Wondering if all you cardiac rehab nurses out there would be willing to send me any resources you might have that may be helpful for me to learn in this new specialty....