Laura0821RN

Thank you guys for the support. I contacted a lawyer and hopefully this will be really much better.

Well the good news is I am going to have a lawyer, just spoke to two really nice Female Nurse Attorneys and I think it is best to have representation. I will write more later.

With the allegations it is all here say and false allegations. I have many references and even one of my Medical Dirctors Doctors wrote me a reference, many references from supervisors, co workers, and clients I worked for. It is too hard to go int...

Hey Cindy, sorry I haven't written in a couple of days, but I am selling a lot of my furniture. I got notice today that the Board will meet with me on March 23 or 24th. I am numb and so scared, but getting all my references together. I know I will...

You might want to apply for private duty. I just put an ad on Craigs list for RN to take care of Elderly. I answered one who will pay $22 an hour and I am hoping she answers me. I need to stay away from facilities or anything out there that will s...

Honey let me tell you some of my old friends dropped me because I was hospitalized and had to take medication with some intense therapy. Guess what , that is why I am a nurse and was able to start living my life because I finally got help. For 20 y...

Don't worry no one will ever know about my disease. I am highly functional just a lot of stress not only with work but loosing my home, my dad and to many other things. I guess this was the straw and I am not going to hurt my self. But stress is a...

Okay Cindy now I am really confused and with the laws etc... So let me tell you that I sent a letter of resignation and it will be sent certified and has to be signed to the Company. I wrote a really nice letter just saying that I had personal needs...

So sending a letter of resignation would be the best bet? They can't come back and fire me if I resign.

Hi Cindy: Well, you made me cry with happy tears, really understanding everything you said. I can reassure you that I will never do anything to hurt myself. Like I said I have been so much worse that this is nothing, and to take my life or spiral ...

I am so appreciative of your support and encouragement, but just let me write you in a while and right now I have to just relax. I will talk to you later. I am okay, don't worry, I have a lot to tell you, just been on the phone and talking to people...

Thanks, right now I just have to take it a day at a time. God does have a plan, and I am just trying to hold on my sanity. You hang in there also.

Cindy, I am loosing my job.

I am so glad I met you too. I have only been confronted with horribly mean, incompetent nurses who will do anything to throw you under the bus. People I love say I am a miracle and that I have survived this long in this field is awsome. You know I ...

read my notes on my mental illness, and you struck a cord with me to help me get honest. Trauma victims and Nurses who struggle especially with this have to know they have support. I never even discussed this with any other nurses. Quite an awakeni...

WOW, I am listening and I am agreeing with every word you said. I am calling my Doctor tomorrow because I am hitting bottom again. Sometimes I just hate this disease, but I feel like it makes me a survivor. She told me working nights is not good f...

I have been a nurse in AZ for 12 years, and 15 altogether going to School back East. This was a dream I always felt I would never be able to accomplish, but I did. The last two years has been a disaster in jobs here in AZ. I am terrified of loosing...

:) Yes Mam I will do, and now I feel I can sleep. "first things first"

Okay and now you made me cry. I love this nursing site, I am new at it and feel I am no longer alone. Just keep me in your prayers guys. And yes one day at a time and praying is all I can do. You are helping me stay in the moment. Thank you so m...

I really struggled with the shame of the disease and trauma I have gone through but It got better until I got into nursing and realized how many nurses have bipolar disease and do not treat it. I will call my doctor. I was on medication and after g...

You just made me feel so much better. I had the day off and before I got the news about this today I went for a really great job as a Case Manager. I loved it and I think they loved me, but speaking about prayer, I am praying for help and I know I ...

Thank you so much for your honesty. I am working for 15 years and have struggled really hard for the past two years. I have Bipolar disease and usually don't discuss it with an employer. I have had a great reputation in my work, but I feel like it...