I have taken the NCLEX-RN for the 4th time, I studied 6 months and did Q&A everyday except Sunday.
My heart was broken, it was too much of a big deal for me for the reasons that
I got laid off from my job because of where the economy is going.
Passing NCLEX would really be a life saver, I'll have a better job
Now I am jobless, unemployed, and a possibility of being homeless
After the one hope that I thought would help me out to keep having a place to live in, I failed, I was disappointed, I don't want to be depress, I can't be, but I cried .
I didn't knew what to do, I hit myself, I wanted to die but I said no , it was really hard for me, and so I searched for answers.
Then I was typing something and came across allnurses, and actually what caught my attention was Suzanne's Plan, I don't know why, but it kept popping up.
I checked it and Suzanne's Plan gave me another hope, I have that positive attitude that with her guidance I will pass my NCLEX-RN for the 5th and FINAL time.
But it says I need Saunder's book 4th edition, so I said to myself ok I need to find someone to help me get that book, then I have ti follow the tip and have 15 posts so Suzanne would help me out.
I was full of hope, but just today while trying to get my 15 post, I saw a topic and some posts that Suzanne's Plan is no longer available .
No words could explain what I feel, it really is a mix of emotions.
But like I said, Suzanne , hands down on you, you helped many people, and I understand that you are doing it voluntarily, and thank you that for a time being I was given a hope.
still jobless & unemployed
soon I might be homeless(just renting)
I remember that movie the pursuit of happiness, it's hard to live like that, sleeping in the public restroom.
I want to keep hoping, I wanted to take another shot at the NCLEX-RN exam, I know someone out there (not here)would help me with the fees for taking the examination, I really need someone to help me out to prepare like what Suzanne did to some of the folks here.
So your help would really be appreciated very much. Thank You in advance.