I understand why you are feeling bad. Just to let you know, I have know several people to fail out, two lately. It is very hard to juggle school, work and family. I have a master's degree, but if I were to do the RN or LPN program, I might fail out too. Some of the most intelligent people do. It is run like the military, you may notice in some ways. I would try to focus on the BSN program. Why not?? The local tech schools/community colleges, I hear, are more competetive, more difficult. Maybe that could be your focus.