It was my first job as an RN. I can’t work for that hospital anymore since it was a residency. I really couldn’t do the patient load, after 3 months. I’m terrified to go through that again....
Look I’m just going to be honest and blunt here. I was given 3 months of orientation and I failed it. The hospital isn’t to blame, my preceptors aren’t to blame. I just could not do the patient...