you can't do something you don't want to do just because you are afraid to disappoint someone. You have to do it because it is right for you. Only you can make that decision.
I have been a med/surg nurse for 11 years. I recently got hired in a small hospital nicu. I am having a lot of trouble adjusting. The nurses there have been there for 13+ years and can organize and assess like its nothing (I can do that with adult...