This sounds like my situation. I work per diem at a prison. My mother was horrified at the COVID-19 news, she has multiple health conditions, and I left pretty much for her. It is scary. I feel guilty all the time, all my coworkers are working hard, and I sit at home, busy, but missing work a lot. But how much more guilty would I feel if something happened to my family? I hear that pandemics are horrible once they hit a prison. I don't think there could be anyway that I could avoid bringing it home if I stayed at work.