Meq815

Meq815

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  1. Nervous!! Counting down the days....

    Meq815 replied to Nurse8204's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Seriously. 57 days. I'm so anxious that something will happen to delay my release date. I had one dilute in over 3 years, and I wasn't even notified about it. I only found out when I was offered a...

  2. Slowly but Surely

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Congrats! We're getting

  3. Finding employment with IPN contract

    Meq815 replied to Tricia595's topic in Nurses Recovery

    I've heard that Mississippi is

  4. Suspended Licence

    Meq815 replied to PRN4U's topic in Nurses Recovery

    OMG what a nightmare. I swear I am so much more skittish being so close to the end than I was at the

  5. Seriously?! Grrrr.

    Meq815 replied to TexasMel's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Dirt.

  6. Hair follicle

    Meq815 replied to kayla.welch88's topic in Nurses Recovery

    I'm so over

  7. Hair follicle

    Meq815 replied to kayla.welch88's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Yea, imagine my surprise! My friend was ordered blood after a dilute- I'm assuming peth, as her DOC is alcohol, mine is not. Another friend had the same experience as me. She had 2 dilutes and was...

  8. Hair follicle

    Meq815 replied to kayla.welch88's topic in Nurses Recovery

    I had one after a "dilute"

  9. Falsely accused of diversion

    Meq815 replied to Kabhold's topic in Nurses Recovery

    There is a specific hair test for ETG. But like Cats said, it's probably more financially beneficial for PNAP to order the

  10. Overwhelmed & Recovery?

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Heh heh.

  11. Overwhelmed & Recovery?

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    I hear ya, Spanked. I've pared my life down to the basics of survival. Getting up, going to work, meetings and pee tests. Just this has had me overwhelmed for over 3 years. I can't imagine taking on...

  12. Just Starting to Dig Out of the Ashes

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Whoopee Spanked! This is where we are. Who'd a thunk these would be our milestones, what brings us ...joy? No, more like relief and a tiny bit of satisfaction. Congrats on getting your license back....

  13. "Recovery" and public shaming

    Meq815 replied to noctanol's topic in Nurses Recovery

    And honestly, I think I'm more unnerved than I was at the beginning. That damn fear of a false positive, a late document submission, a prescription lost in the mail.....gahhhhh. I hate it so

  14. "Recovery" and public shaming

    Meq815 replied to noctanol's topic in Nurses Recovery

    "...everyday served on your sentence is a day closer to the end" is what has kept me sane, especially in those darkest moments. 97 to

  15. Hopes for the New Year???

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Damn, Spanky, you got me all excited. Thanks for the clarification. I seriously used to be in tears thinking about having to go to group. When I was finally sprung, it felt like my first taste of...

  16. Hopes for the New Year???

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Thanks for sharing, Spanked. (Sorry). Just curious....there's a "cut back to 2 meetings per week" provision with PNAP??? Damn. I've been killing myself to make sure I hit 3, and I'm almost

  17. Merry christmas & thanks!!!

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Merry Christmas, Spanked! I particularly enjoy your posts and insight, fellow PNAPer and all... You're much more articulate than me, and for that I am much appreciative! This is my 4th and, God...

  18. Blood Test

    Meq815 replied to VARNhosp88's topic in Nurses Recovery

    I had a dilute urine and the follow up was a hair follicle test. $225. But I've never had

  19. Are you better off?

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Nope. Everything about it sucks

  20. Cautionary Tale

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Mine is "# of days until

  21. Cautionary Tale

    Meq815 replied to SpankedInPittsburgh's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Homestretch,

  22. Longest you’ve gone without having to give pee?

    Meq815 replied to stickybun's topic in Nurses Recovery

    What the heck is the 2

  23. Watching your social media

    Meq815 replied to TKsprivatenurse's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Not exactly the same thing, but Facebook-related. Before I send in my monthly meeting log and progress report, I take a picture of it for documentation purposes. Somehow, it got posted to my fb page....

  24. exception from the board

    Meq815 replied to barbs23's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Hi Spanked. I love your comments because you so eloquently state everything I have felt during my almost 3 years in hell, aka PNAP. By my count, I should be free in 175 days. Hard to believe I feel...

  25. Have you completed PNAP?

    Meq815 replied to IrishCMSRN's topic in Nurses Recovery

    Just curious...are you done?? What happens at the end?? I have 19 months left and trying not to be too