Anybody else struggle with OCD? I have heard that it is good for a nurse to have OCD, I disagree. I am going crazy. I am an OR nurse and had VRE patient yesterday. Doctors and staff were in and out of the room, touching equipment, touching the patient, touching the chart, etc. People in and out of the room not washing hands. I am only one person and can't control the entire environment, the people in it and take care of the patient. I don't know if I just need to trust other staff and physicians that they take appropriate measures to not spread the disease. Unfortunately, with my OCD I don't trust them, I have seen plenty physicians not wash their hands with contact precautions.
I couldn't sleep last night and called the hospital atleast 6 times today to make sure something was cleaned. I am blessed to work with people that just laugh at my obsessiveness, but I am going crazy and I am so exhausted from my brain. Almost everyday I come home with something to obsess about, then I tend to make it much worse in my head.
The worst part is... I can't tell what is real and what is an obsession...
Anybody else struggle with OCD? I have heard that it is good for a nurse to have OCD, I disagree. I am going crazy. I am an OR nurse and had VRE patient yesterday. Doctors and staff were in and out of the room, touching equipment, touching the patient, touching the chart, etc. People in and out of the room not washing hands. I am only one person and can't control the entire environment, the people in it and take care of the patient. I don't know if I just need to trust other staff and physicians that they take appropriate measures to not spread the disease. Unfortunately, with my OCD I don't trust them, I have seen plenty physicians not wash their hands with contact precautions.
I couldn't sleep last night and called the hospital atleast 6 times today to make sure something was cleaned. I am blessed to work with people that just laugh at my obsessiveness, but I am going crazy and I am so exhausted from my brain. Almost everyday I come home with something to obsess about, then I tend to make it much worse in my head.
The worst part is... I can't tell what is real and what is an obsession...
Thoughts?