There are days at work where I think I have reached new levels of invisibility. I must admit there are days when I think wistfully about the pre-NP days. Days where I was reguarded as an authority on issues of my choosing and assigned projects to complete.
Perhaps this is just an anamoly but in the area where I work, one of the ER doctors has referred to my NP colleages and I as HIS nurse practitioners. We aren't HIS. He didn't hire us, he doesn't pay us, and he isn't our supervising physician (whom we don't belong to either).
So skating close to the edge that day as I was, I just jumped off the edge. Told him I wasn't his girl but if he needed to hire a girl I would see if someone could find the classifieds for him. Perhaps a suitable girl could be found above the fold.
Then the administrator came down with a new physician (ENT) and introduced him to said ER physician. I was sitting right there, I decided I must be behind some sort of invisibility cloak so I stood up, introduced myself and gave my title. Told the ENT that we saw a lot of patients that would benefit from his services and that I looked forward to working with him should he decide to join the medical staff. The administrator was looking at me like I was on fire or had sprouted a second head from the side of my neck. Picked up the next chart and said, "Why here is one now, ear pain in a 2 year old." Smiled at the dumbfounded administrator and walked off.
If that wasn't enough, one of the hospitalists was asking me what I thought about opening a clinic near where we live. Told him I thought it was a great idea because there weren't enough providers in the area. He asked me what it would take to get me to work for him.... I looked him square in the eye and told him there was no amount of money that would get me in a clinic to work for him. Went on to say if he wanted to work with me it would be a partner relationship or no relationship. To date there is no clinic and I have since decided he wouldn't make a great partner either.
Finally, the last of my haughty moves. One of the ERs I work in has whiteboards in the rooms. Every shift the nurses run around putting the doctor's name and the nurse's name on the board. I noticed that I wasn't on the board but I was seeing patients in these very rooms. I took a marker and went around adding my name and title to all the boards.
So am I just haughty or am I on to something?? What do you think? Do you ever feel invisible.