I' know this is long, but I REALLY need some help.
Oh my, I have never gone back and forth on any decision in my life like I am on this one. I just cannot make a decision. I'd really appreciate any advice as I present my pros and cons of each field. I am currently a junior in a psychology major. My plan is to either apply to clinical psychology programs or to do a one year accelerated BSN and in a few years, become a nurse practitioner.
I am not particularly resilent to stress- but, psychology and nursing both have stress, the stress is just a different type. In nursing, the stress is physical stress and mental stress from being overworked in an intense, busy situation. In psychology, I feel the stress is more quiet and lonely, the stress of having to listen to people's issues day in and day out, sometimes not being able to solve their problems or bounce issues off other clinicians. In psychology there is the opportunity to do research and to write books and journal articles and to teach, all of which I like- but there are also opportunities to teach and probably some for research and writing in nursing too. In addition, my dream has always been to have a low cost clinic in an underserved area and providing medical care for those who really need it, especially women and childrens health, because I believe medicine is a right and not a privilige (sp?). I am passionate about helping people, extremely so. I am interested in mental health, partially because of my own mental health problems and those of my family and partially because I am a psych major with a lot of background in that field. Still, I am not sure if the mental health field is a good fit for me, and I feel like in nursing I could go through rotations and see what areas I click with. I also worry about being able to fund a PhD and not have a steady income, as I don't have parents who are putting me through school. I like the fact that I can take some time to be a nurse and learn about the field and make some money, and then go back and probably even work part time while I become an NP. I would also like to go back and get a DNP or PhD so that I can do some teaching, too. I am interested a great deal in both fields, and just SO torn...I really need some help with your experiences, ideas, and opinions about my situation.
Thank you!
Lindsay