I graduated this past May with my BSN and have been working in a level IV NICU for about 3 months now. I was so excited to start this job and thought it was my dream job. Now Im here 3 months later rethinking my decision. I dread coming into work and I am always anxious and nervous to see which patients I have been assigned for the shift. I am trying to stick it out for a year then find a different position or go back to school. Any thoughts or ideas on how to survive the next couple of months? Words of wisdom? Or thoughts for the future? I appreciate any help!