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Today is the saddest day of my life. I have cried my heart out on receiving the sad news that my mother is no more. I am in the last semester of an accelerated BSN program with two clinical rotations in progress and 20 credits load. I have classes full full time 3 days a week and 2 days of clinical. I am struggling with the decision to skip class to attend her funeral abroad(I need at least 4 days).
I am scared that the school will not let me skip a day of clinical hours and a couple classes. i think they will likely tell me that without enough clinical hours they will fail me. This is not a feasible alternative for me because all the money invested in this term will go to waste. I do not work and my credit wont allow me to borrow more money to return next semester to complete those same 20 credits.
On the other hand if i do not attend my mothers funeral I feel like I will feel guilty and haunted for the rest of my life.
I don't know if i'm making sense to myself or any of you but I guess what I'm looking for any suggestion or advice especially from anyone who has gone through similar experience.
i feel so alone and lost.I will really appreciate any input.