My beautiful self..

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sorry about the title,

i just wanted to catch your attention

i have a problem I hope you could direct me to a solution

this is very serious for me

please don't take my words offensively for I'm gonna say it as direct as I coulld

In the general population, I can be considered physically very beautiful.

I appreciate the way I am made, the way I look in the mirror

I work very hard above and beyond for my patients,

I feel good that I can honestly say that I always give the best care as much as I can

My problem is I have difficulty dealing with the young male doctors and there's a lot, because they stare at me, or throw me looks nothing offensive. But I get so conscious, I have never been comfortable with attention. I am a very quiet person too, I speak English but not as articulate as I write it. I guess how do I make myself and them comfortable so that it's a congenial but professional environment. I cant even smile at them, they are quiet too like intimidated or afraid to talk to me and stuff. Ive been observing these behaviors to see if I am imagining it, but I dont think I am.

Do you think it's me? I really want to communicate the care I provide better so I can slep at night.

thank you so much. I dont want to purposely make myself unkept..

i think you should go for meditation ..hhh

Just stay professional. That kind of male attention does not last forever. Time takes care of that issue for most of us.

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