Well, I got fired a year into a 3 year contract after testing positive for opiates that I'm not prescribed/investigated for diversion/suspension without pay for over a week. I knew that there was a 50-50 chance I'd be fired. I'm actually OK? I'm relieved that I hit rock bottom and I can finally get up. I am scared that once they notify the board I'm ***ED. What am I going to do for work? How do I go ahead and enter a monitoring program? I'm licensed in TX but have a compact license and live in VA now. I know I need help. I'm scared. I'm hopeful. Any advice and encouraging words would be appreciated!