I never imagined how potentially disturbing labor and delivery could be. I am not so sure any more that I am cut out for this. I had such an aweful shift last night. It would be inappropriate to discuss details here but I came home and got sick and wish I could wash it out of my head. I *know* that I need experiences to become experienced but I just NEVER imagined that this would be so hard. I went to nursing school to be a labor and delivery nurse... there were never any other options for me. Now it seems that I come off of every shift thinking that I never want to go back.