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I don't know how or why but I failed it. I had a gut feeling when my classmates were acting weird around me so I decided to check it myself and lo and behold. I studied with Kaplan throughout nursing school and q bank questions so I don't know what went wrong. Please don't judge me on this but I feel like this was supposed to happen... that's why even though it is heartbreaking, I'm not THAT upset. I've always had a fear of tests... I could do anything/everything...gave speeches with confidence and no problem but the test thing, I was never confident about. On the day of graduation, my teacher sent me a "statistics show you fail your nclex if you fail the readiness test" email and that' scarred me. Even a month ago, it was like hindsight bias...not negative thinking. Believe me. I was actually feeling confident and positive before going into the test. It's like my gut kept telling me, "focus on how you're going to overcome it when you don't pass the first time"....my gut kept feeling this way for months but I tried ignoring it...anyhoo,
I bought the "PN course book preparation" from Kaplan and will study from that. It said I have 45-90 days to take it but now sure how to reschedule. I feel like I need to do this soon as ai can (and no, i'm not rushing it. I'm pumped). Please help me on how to get started with all this re-scheduling... any encouraging words?
Thanks everyone!
PS: I know in my heart and in my soul that I'm going to pass and kill it the next time I take it but this hurts... I wonder what life is trying to teach me now?