Hi, I am a new LPN (less than 2months) working in LTC ~ and hating every second of it
Every day I feel incompetent & frustrated. Unfortunately, I work in a facility where many nurses *do not* do the right thing (ie: pulling meds & getting them ready before a med pass, putting meds on residents bedside tables & walking out, starting med pass early ~ more than 1hr before scheduled time ~ in order to finish on time.)
My med pass is slow, d/t being new & following the rules. Other nurses tell me "cutting corners" is part of being a nurse in LTC & I just have to learn to make my own system. Ugh.
Last night a Res. didn't want to take all of her regularly scheduled meds at once. I said, "Ok, I'll bring the rest back later." Then she got upset & argued w/me saying that everyother nurse lets her keep her meds in her room & take at her convenience ~ she started yelling at me, calling me crazy & accusing me of trying to OD & kill her! This woman has some dementia, but not a lot. This scene went on for 20min. I finally let her keep the meds she was clutching in her hands but took the rest from the room & marked it as a Refuse. I know I should have tried again later, but she was sooo aggitated & she had the important pills (BP & psych) the ones she didn't take were vitamins & stool softener.
Unfortunately, many nurses *do* leave her meds in her room for her~ so she isn't totally unjustified in being upset w/me.
I have noticed that at my facility, nurses who do their job effeciently (even though they take illegal shortcuts) are thought of as good nurses. Nurses who go by the book or take their time are not respected by other nurses or aides. Experienced nurses tell me it is better to be slow & thorough ~ yet in the next breath they will complain about Nurse "X" who takes 3hrs to do a med pass. Honestly, is it like that everywhere?
Stuff like that is just one example of why I am already so stressed out. Does anyone have advice for the first year of LTC? How long did it take you to feel comfortable?