So I need advice and have tried to research this but have been struggling to find anything that is helping me.
I landed my dream job of being an ED nurse straight out of nursing school. I did my 3-month Capstone in an ED and was immediately hired on for the ED New Grad RN program.
I was recently let go from my position after 4 months of working in this ED because I failed a drug test. I'd been injured after being kicked by a patient. On my day off the day after I was in so much pain that I was unable to get out of bed. I had been so desperate that I'd taken one pain pill from my parents that I didn't have a prescription for. I know that was unacceptable but like I said, I was desperate. When I officially reported it three days later, they said it was mandatory for me to do a drug screen.
I tested positive for that medication on the drug test and came clean and explained it to the lady from the drug screening company who then contacted HR the next Thursday with the results and my explanation. I didn't receive a call from HR so I worked my shifts through the weekend. HR called me the next Monday, and I explained once again what had happened. On Tuesday, they called and told me they didn't have a choice but to terminate me. I do realize that I had agreed to that when I took the job. The HR director told me that they wouldn't report me to DOPL. He also said that I would be considered re-hirable and that I should look for another RN job to work for a year or two and then could consider reapplying for a job at that hospital. He said that they would only tell potential employers that contacted them these things: my position that I worked there, my start and stop dates, and that I was considered re-hirable.
My question is, how do I explain the short amount of time I worked at that hospital and the circumstances under which I left? Also, do I have to list this as a termination since my former employer didn't state that telling them I was terminated was a part of something they could tell my potential employers?
I would really appreciate nonjudgmental responses since it truly was an honest mistake and I am already beating myself up about this. It truly was the first time I'd taken a pain medication that wasn't my own and have never gone to work under the influence of any medication, my own or otherwise.