265 for 6 hours, almost ran out of time

:redbeatheooooohi everyone!

i took nclex rn today and i sat for dreadful 6 hours!! i was hoping to get 75 questions but the computer took me one plus one and tens and another questions.. which menas, i answered 265!

i was so tired, i ddnt even take a good break (just the bathroom, to drink). i have studied hard i know that for sure, i enrolled in kaplan, some of hurst, assignment and delegation book. i really spent time @ the library for hours for almost over a month!

i knew for sure NCLEX was gonna be hard.. real hard! but today found out it was harder than what you could think of is 'HARD'. i got alot of MEDS, (some of them i know, some of them not familiar of). the thing is, MEDS wasnt just knowing, it was the choices. the topics of each question too was ok, but again, it was their choices! it was like out of this world. for real. i studied. hard. prayed alot. my efforts. but now, im having doubts could anyone prepare like that? if i dont pass, i will take it (i am sure) but going THROUGH IT, i dont know. i dotn even think you could prepare for it that good. i got alot of math too, which was sooooo complex. alot of convertions and units u wouldnt even know what the problem is asking. i spent alot of time in math, maybe that's why i almost ran out of time. the last 15-20 questions of my exam, i only read and thought a bit. i ddnt wanna ran out of time coz they said, if you ran out of time, the computer will base it to the 'last60' that you answered.

HONESTLY, i dont know what i feel right now. i prepared for my exam good. but i have doubts. i cried while i was going out of the testing center. i dont know if it was because i failed or because of what ive gone through,

i am worried that i may not pass. its already eating me. this site is good, its really keeping my hopes up.

my family and friends have been asking me. (HOW DO I FEEL, IF I THINK I PASSED OR NOT). but I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL. i wish im that desrving to get the 265 and still pass. all i can do is wait.. and pray.. and i hope... i can finally post here, that im actually an RN. but right now, im scared.