Last Tuesday I was controlling(circulating) an OR case. Not realized I controlled the entire case until the scrub techs log in. We alternate every case. 2 coworkers charts were accessed during my time doing the case. I am being investigated. I have in the past accessed my own chart. During the case I did not access anything out of the ordinary. The computer we use is in a common area where people come in and out continuously. No cameras. I did however look at my mother in laws chart bc her bday was coming up and couldn't remember when. Now HR sent the time stamps of when the co workers charts were accessed. I told them I didn't do it. The scrub tech didn't and is off the hook bc he was documented as in the case at the times. My fear is termination. They cannot fully prove who looked at the charts and they haven't brought up my mother in laws chart being opened during that case. I know I was stupid and I'm distraught over all this. I've been crying and lost 10lbs in 4 days. I cannot lose my job!