Sooo... I believe this weird feeling I'm experience in my lower back and belly for the past couple of months is anxiety. That's the feeling I usually got when testing or worried about things.
I remember reading and being tested, in nursing school, on how mild anxiety can help one test/perform better..Anyway.
First let me say, I am grateful to have my LPN license and have a job in this economy BUT...
I live in a state with not much support because I don't have much family around. (They are all up north) I can't just up and move because I don't have the finance to do so.
I have a per-Diem job working nights at an Alzheimer's facility(don't get enough hours). Its the only facility that has hired me since graduation in Aug 2009. I can only work nights because I have no one to pick up and drop off my son to and from school.(If I get the rare 5 nights to work,
I'm of no use to my 5-year old, cause I'm drained (it's just us two)) I have a mortgage, bills, and STUDENT LOANS(by-the-way, sallie mae has NO MERCY on NO ONE:down:) and everything else in between.
I'm a nurse, I'M NOT LOOKING TO BE RICH BUT AT LEAST MAKE ENDS MEET!!
I don't have enough "experience" that these other facilities are asking for..and yes...I have applied
anyway but no call back.
I've been trying to be a RN since 2006! I took all my pre and coreq's But there are ridiculous waiting list, and life situations that keep getting in the way. I moved to FL just to end up with a LPN. I'M TIRED OF SCHOOL!! I hate this.
I just want to get my RN:crying2:. My only reason for going into nursing was to become a Nurse-Midwife
because I love the babies and want to help mommies and families bring their bundle of joy into the
world. but it looks like I'll be stuck in elderly-ville for a little while longer. I know I won't be stuck in this situation forever, unless I do nothing to change it, but in the mean time its TOUGH!!!! I know I'm not alone but this is the only other place, besides praying, I feel I could REALLY say this.
Well, thanks for reading:o
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Sooo... I believe this weird feeling I'm experience in my lower back and belly for the past couple of months is anxiety. That's the feeling I usually got when testing or worried about things.
I remember reading and being tested, in nursing school, on how mild anxiety can help one test/perform better..Anyway.
First let me say, I am grateful to have my LPN license and have a job in this economy BUT...
I live in a state with not much support because I don't have much family around. (They are all up north) I can't just up and move because I don't have the finance to do so.
I have a per-Diem job working nights at an Alzheimer's facility(don't get enough hours). Its the only facility that has hired me since graduation in Aug 2009. I can only work nights because I have no one to pick up and drop off my son to and from school.(If I get the rare 5 nights to work,
I'm of no use to my 5-year old, cause I'm drained (it's just us two)) I have a mortgage, bills, and STUDENT LOANS(by-the-way, sallie mae has NO MERCY on NO ONE:down:) and everything else in between.
I'm a nurse, I'M NOT LOOKING TO BE RICH BUT AT LEAST MAKE ENDS MEET!!
I don't have enough "experience" that these other facilities are asking for..and yes...I have applied
anyway but no call back.
I've been trying to be a RN since 2006! I took all my pre and coreq's But there are ridiculous waiting list, and life situations that keep getting in the way. I moved to FL just to end up with a LPN. I'M TIRED OF SCHOOL!! I hate this.
I just want to get my RN:crying2:. My only reason for going into nursing was to become a Nurse-Midwife
because I love the babies and want to help mommies and families bring their bundle of joy into the
world. but it looks like I'll be stuck in elderly-ville for a little while longer. I know I won't be stuck in this situation forever, unless I do nothing to change it, but in the mean time its TOUGH!!!! I know I'm not alone but this is the only other place, besides praying, I feel I could REALLY say this.
Well, thanks for reading:o