I'll try to make this as concise as I can. I worked as an LPN for nearly 10 years before going back to school 2 years ago and completing an ADN bridge program. I was pregnant with my third (and what we decided to be the last) during my final semester. I graduated and ultimately landed a job in a hospital on a busy Med Surg unit. While I can't say I'm thrilled with my job I am thriving.
Recently we we found out we are unexpectedly pregnant with our 4th. This pregnancy has mentally and physically knocked me down. At this point I work 1 night shift a week and can barely do that. For the last 2 years I've gotten used to only 2-3 hours sleep both before and after my shift due to not having a FT sitter. It was already starting to catch up to me, but now I can hardly function. I'm so scared of making an error at work and harming a patient that the anxiety is overwhelming. We have no family here so it's just us. To add to all this I was accepted into a RN-BSN program that starts next month and is 15 months long. I want to finish that program but at the same time, I know working nights is no longer an option. My husband has encouraged me to stay home for a while, and just focus on finishing school and go from there or continue to be a SAHM.
I'm torn. My kids come first, of course. However I'm worried that if I'm out too long I will have a difficult time getting an acute care job again and my BSN will not be helpful. Just looking for insight or feedback especially from someone who's been there. Thanks for reading all this :).