I have been a nurse for over 3 years now. I have lost many patients in those three years and in the last year my grandmother and my brother passed away. I am having a hard time feeling any emotion either at work or at home. I never used to be this way and I was wondering if it is just the nursing profession. Am I just hardened to the world because of all the sad stuff that I have witnessed or have I just not learned to turn my emotions back on when I leave the hospital? Has anyone had this problem? I haven't even been able to cry at all since the day we buried my brother 8 months ago. I used to be a totally different person and if this is what nursing is going to do to me I'm not sure if I want to be a nurse anymore. Any advice is greatly appreciated. Thanks!