about 10 years ago i was on duragesic patches for chronic stomach pain. was on it no more than 3 mos.-had surgery. afterwards tried to stay off the duragesic, started having withdrawl symptoms. tried to wean off with percocet. it didnt work. i began to get very ill and had to face the realization that i desperately needed help overcoming my dependency. i decided to check myself into a detox. was one of the hardest things ive had to do. i dont drink, i dont take drugs. it was like "lowering myself". im sorry to say that. i dont mean it as an insult to anyone but it is how i felt at the time.
i was given clonidine for withdrawls and sent home. that night i began getting clonic/tonic seizures. i went to the hospital, admitted overnight and sent to one of the main detox areas in the city.
there was NO WAY in hell i was going to let my kids see me detox. this was something i KNEW i had to do to get that crap out of my system.
i was home three days later but it took a long time to recover.
since then i am terrified to take pain pills or any kind of pain meds. i will if the pain is bad but i am oh so damn careful.
i hurt my neck at work and although i was given pain meds i ended up throwing them and my muscle relaxers away.
only thing i take for my pain is ONE darvocette 2x/day..and ibuprofen 1x/day. it has helped me with the pain and doesnt sedate me.
today i go to for an independant exam by an orthopedist and he tells me I HAVE A HISTORY OF DRUG ABUSE....BULLSHIT!!!!!!!
there is a difference between drug abuse and dependency. this crap is in my records.
getting an attorney goes without saying ...my question is...what kind?
any suggestions would be helpful...
thanks