Hey everyone,
I hope everyone's doing well! I've been lurking around the board for a while now and I absolutely love but I'm in need of some advice. I started the first day of my second semester of nursing school today and I'm already ready to quit. I know, I know it's only the first day but I've been feeling like this for a while now. I started nursing school back in the spring and I was really excited in the beginning but as time went on my excitment and motivation left me. I thought that maybe it was because I was so tired and stressed and that the summer break would help me out but it hasn't. The day after our finals last semester I felt so down and out about nursing and as time went on my feelings got stronger. I even started researching different medical careers and programs at nearby colleges that I could possibly attend. I always thought nursing was what I wanted to do but now I'm not so sure. I like working with people and I would love to work in the medical field. I've done a little bit of CNA work and volunteer work at the hospital during the summer when I was in high school (I'm 21 now) and I loved it but now that I've seen the "nitty gritty" of nursing I just don't know. I didn't want to quit after one semester so I decided to go ahead with the 2nd semester but I'm just so confused on whether or not I should be here. I observed the other students today and they were so excited and happy to be there (except for another student who is on the verge of quitting as well)but I just don't feel that anymore. I feel like if I quit then I'll be a failure and I don't want to disappoint anyone but I don't want to spend all this time and money on something that I'm not sure about. I've considered changing my major to another medical career but the problem with that is that it will set me back 2 years and there's no guarantee that I'll get in the program on the first try. I'm so confused on what I should do. Should I stay or should I just move on? Any advice would be great. Thanks in advance