ok i went from having a really bad day on week three of making some mistakes and wanting to quit ...till realizing i feel this way every morning i work. I feel like i am never gonna get all this done! I have 3-4 patients and i am so overwhelmed with it all. And my preceptor is big on time management and always reminds me about the time its taking me. I totally get why and appreciate it but in head i like i cant go any faster and i am a total reck. I am doing my best and i cant do this i am gonna quit. But as the morning wears on i stop to think about how much i have learned i am ok.
my paper i carry around is a total mess by the time i give report. I have a hard time getting a flow of my report and my paper doesn't help. I feel so disorganized and have no idea how to fix it. Is this how its gonna be forever? will i ever have a good flow of passing out meds and keeping on task? The documenting is a whole issue itself! How do i find the time to document everything and see my patients are clean, feed and medicated? we do electronic charting and i try to do it quickly but some times i start and get called away and dont finish, or have no idea what i saw now that its 3 hrs later!
my preceptor is always saying do you do this dont forget to do this, are you aware of what time it is, did u document yet? ugggh i could scream. I really just dont see what i could do better. I am trying my best! At one point i was told to walk faster!!!!!!!***=(
HOW AM I GONNA MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!