First Code Blue

Nurses General Nursing

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I had my first code blue experience last night and I am having a few mixed emotions about it. I found my patient gasping for air and then he passed out. I checked for a pulse, called for help, jumped on top of him and began compressions. I broke some ribs in the process. The code team was there within a minute. Once they got there a co worker took over for me and I stood back and was very overwhelmed and started to cry. I left the room for a minute and came back to see if I could help. The patient was revived and it was like nothing had happened. He was joking and smiling and asking us questions about what happened. I feel bad because I thought I could have done more but at the same time I am so thankful he is alive and well. I don't really know how to feel about this experience.

It sounds like you did what you were suppose to do and everything turned out fine. Good job! Even if the outcome was different, you did what you were suppose to do and I’d still say good job. It’s an adrenaline rush. And it stays with you. Try to take care of yourself. It can be hard to talk to non-nursing friends because they don’t get it. But we’ll listen!

Specializes in CMSRN, hospice.

It sounds like you did everything you should have! Great job! And what a great reward to have a smiling, joking, BREATHING patient afterward! That must have been really scary, so definitely reach out for support here or from work if you need it.

I think it sounds like a great ending. Most don’t end up that way...

Codes will always be a rush of adrenaline and then emotions afterwards. Sounds like you did everything right! You sound like a good nurse to me.

Specializes in ICU/community health/school nursing.

As much as we prepare or plan or run code scenarios...we're never fully prepared for one in real life. It sounds like it all went relatively well!

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