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I am a new nurse, graduated May 2010. My first job was in home health, I was then offered a job at the local hospital 3 months later and I snagged it. I work on the cardiovascular/telemetry unit for 4 months before my husband received orders to move.
I started my new job on the PCU in December. I just got off orientation 2 weeks ago.
The day of the incident: The day was going great, I had four Pt's I had the day before so I was fairly familiar with them. I was actually caught up with all of my documentation (for once!) by midday. I was then told 2 of my Pt's would be transferred. As I was finishing giving report, the ED was beeping in to give me report. Anyways, one Pt came in at 1700, the other at 1800, this is where it all went to chaos.
I should have prepared early and gave my 5 o'clock meds at 4, but I didn't. So after admitting the Pt's and doing their assessments, answering family member's questions (you know the drill) it was 1830, the night shift was starting to come in and I haven't filled out the report sheet yet. After I do that, I give report and it's now 1925. I have completely forgotten about the 5 o'clock meds, and I start working on my admission paperwork. I then see that I didn't give my meds. The night nurse asks me about it and I tell her I haven't given them yet, it is unclear whether she says she will give them or not. So I wrap up my paperwork (Which I shouldn't have done...putting paperwork ahead of care). I notice on the MAR that the night nurse didn't give the meds and she is very busy with the Pt's I gave her. I head to the pyxis, double check to see if she has taken out the 5 o'clock meds and she hasen't. So I take them out and give them to the Pt (klor con, long acting insulin). I then head home, making sure my cell is by me all night in case the night nurse has any questions, assume everything is ok when I went to bed that night.
The next afternoon I receive a call that there was a "medication situation" and my floor manager wants to talk tomorrow morning. She says she is concerned about my errors, lack of time management and critical thinking, and suggests the possibility of putting me on orientation again. The nursing supervisor then comes in and says that I would be better off on a med/surg floor. I asked if I was getting fired and she said not yet. They will meet with the HR and the VP and let me know tomorrow.
I am quite sure I am getting fired though because the nursing supervisor was set on it. I have never even received a warning. I know I ended up giving the meds 4 hours late, but it was long acting insulin (note: his sugar was 409 that AM, and he's a diabetic that just had limbs amputated b/c of his DM) and PO klor con. THe big issue was the night nurse gave short acting insulin a half hour later.
By no means do I not feel completely accountable for my actions! But I think half the reason I was fired is because I am too passive, I didn't put up a big enough fight for them to keep me. Quite frankly, I wasn't expecting to have to fight to keep my job, I thought I would get written up. I am so confused, hurt and disappointed and I don't know what to do next. Should I put this job on my resume? Have any of you been fired before?