I just came on to vent a little bit, and see if other people are feeling the same way. I'm currently nearing the end of my second to last semester of NP school and find it very hard just getting through. Commute to clinical is an hour to 2 hours one way, depending on my placement. When I am at my placement, I feel overwhelmed. I feel like I have no idea what I am doing, and it scares me. I hate knowing that I don't know as much as a I should know to take care of patients properly. It gives me intense anxiety and keeps me up at night. Knowing that lives are in my hands when I feel inadequate is tough. My courses don't have textbooks and my professors are unapproachable, which makes me feel even more like I don't have any clue what I am doing. Unfortunately, I feel very alone in my experience, and like no one understands. My health seems to be suffering from all the worry and stress I feel. My BP has been pre-hypertensive and I've seen a massive weight gain since starting my program. I haven't really connected with my classmates, which also makes it hard since I feel I lack support. Most days, I really question my decision to become an NP. Does anyone else feel this way? I really hope it gets better when graduating, but without the support of preceptors in the real world, I think I may have even more anxiety than I do now.
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Hey everyone,
I just came on to vent a little bit, and see if other people are feeling the same way. I'm currently nearing the end of my second to last semester of NP school and find it very hard just getting through. Commute to clinical is an hour to 2 hours one way, depending on my placement. When I am at my placement, I feel overwhelmed. I feel like I have no idea what I am doing, and it scares me. I hate knowing that I don't know as much as a I should know to take care of patients properly. It gives me intense anxiety and keeps me up at night. Knowing that lives are in my hands when I feel inadequate is tough. My courses don't have textbooks and my professors are unapproachable, which makes me feel even more like I don't have any clue what I am doing. Unfortunately, I feel very alone in my experience, and like no one understands. My health seems to be suffering from all the worry and stress I feel. My BP has been pre-hypertensive and I've seen a massive weight gain since starting my program. I haven't really connected with my classmates, which also makes it hard since I feel I lack support. Most days, I really question my decision to become an NP. Does anyone else feel this way? I really hope it gets better when graduating, but without the support of preceptors in the real world, I think I may have even more anxiety than I do now.