my rotation this year is at a school, im in a class with autistic 5 year olds. the rotation has been going ok so far. so during the usual reading time i decided to catch up on my studying...the preceptor walked in and noticed what i was doing and told me that she could fail me because of it and said that the principal at the school has seen me using the phone during class time too (and has let her know). she said my performance during the rotation only started improving towards the end of the year. i asked her if this means that i probably failed and she said it looks that way but there are still time to improve...
today she lets me know that i will need to meet with the nursing assistant-dean and that i need to reflect on my work ethics and explain that both verbally and in writing.
i now realize how bad it must have looked to be there sitting and studying but i mean, is it really that big of deal?
she said that the faculty asked her about my performance in the last few days and she said that its good but im still extremely worried that i might have failed and i have no idea what to expect from the dean. this is really throwing off my studying and i'd really appreciate some input on this situation.