Expected to Manage Ventilated Patients Without Training
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Dear Nurse Beth,
I'm a nurse with 15 years of experience in a very small, rural hospital. After working med-surg, L&D, OP infusion/chemo, and a short stint as a nurse educator I wanted to finally get into critical care. I started a year ago in our 5-bed ICU where we rarely see very critical patients.
I have felt a lot of anxiety over the years as a nurse and much of it came from feeling unsupported by inadequate admin - but once I learn and feel confident in what I know I'm usually the nurse orienting new nurses in whichever department I'm in. However, my level of anxiety has grown significantly with this ICU job. Over the past year, I've become comfortable managing COVID patients on heated high flow and BiPAP, but have not had experience with any ventilator patients until recently.
I expressed concern over this from day one. Is it unreasonable of me to expect that I should have some guidance from a preceptor before being fully responsible for an intubated patient? I learn best by asking a lot of questions and have no opportunity to do so. Or if my anxiety is getting the best of me when I'm expected to care for an intubated patient, is ICU not the right choice? I'm sad and devastated because I love being able to learn, the individualized care and being able to deeper dive into labs, tests, diagnoses, etc. I'm viewed as a confident and competent nurse by peers and nursing admin and no one seems to understand my fears or concerns. I have worked so much extra during this pandemic I'm too exhausted to study on my days off. Is it possible to do enough studying on my own to feel competent at the bedside of an intubated patient?
Updated:
Dear Nurse Beth,
I'm a nurse with 15 years of experience in a very small, rural hospital. After working med-surg, L&D, OP infusion/chemo, and a short stint as a nurse educator I wanted to finally get into critical care. I started a year ago in our 5-bed ICU where we rarely see very critical patients.
I have felt a lot of anxiety over the years as a nurse and much of it came from feeling unsupported by inadequate admin - but once I learn and feel confident in what I know I'm usually the nurse orienting new nurses in whichever department I'm in. However, my level of anxiety has grown significantly with this ICU job. Over the past year, I've become comfortable managing COVID patients on heated high flow and BiPAP, but have not had experience with any ventilator patients until recently.
I expressed concern over this from day one. Is it unreasonable of me to expect that I should have some guidance from a preceptor before being fully responsible for an intubated patient? I learn best by asking a lot of questions and have no opportunity to do so. Or if my anxiety is getting the best of me when I'm expected to care for an intubated patient, is ICU not the right choice? I'm sad and devastated because I love being able to learn, the individualized care and being able to deeper dive into labs, tests, diagnoses, etc. I'm viewed as a confident and competent nurse by peers and nursing admin and no one seems to understand my fears or concerns. I have worked so much extra during this pandemic I'm too exhausted to study on my days off. Is it possible to do enough studying on my own to feel competent at the bedside of an intubated patient?
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