I started an ADN program this past January and worked so hard on getting in. I did very well in all my pre-reqs, even though my educational background is about as far from science- and math-based as it gets. Based on this and the fact that I want to help take care of people, I thought I would really excel in Nursing. I thought the struggle for me would be understanding the scientific side of things, and the emotional/caring side would come more naturally to me. We recently started clinicals and I'm beginning to feel like I'm just not cut out for it. The hospital environment just makes me sad; in our 2 clinical days I've already seen plenty of things that could just make me cry. I feel really uncomfortable with patients, even "easy" ones that are coherent, cooperative, and have a very simple medical issue with relatively no complications. Aside from that, I'm not doing well in our fundamentals class and have had some struggles with skills lab. I know that I could be doing much worse, but I'm really starting to question my place in nursing.
Any time I mention this to friends, I get supportive, encouraging answers but I feel that I need a more honest opinion on this, even if it is really harsh. Did any of you feel this way when you started school? How should I figure out what to do?