Colleagues Waiting for me to Fail and Quit

Ruby Vee, BSN · Nov 4, 2017

It may not seem like it, but your colleagues probably haven't wasted any of their energy hoping that you're going to fail, quit or mess up. In fact, I'm fairly sure NO ONE wants you to mess up, because those patients you're caring for are everyone's patients. Part of our job as experienced employees is to keep our patients safe -- and that means safe from new nurses who might mess up just as much as it means safe from anything else you could name.

Your colleagues may indeed not like you, but that's not the same as waiting for you to fail, quit or mess up. My colleagues on my first job didn't like me, either. It's because I wasn't very likable. As a new grad, I was terrified of making a mistake. I took each and every little task with the utmost seriousness, I double, triple and quadruple checked everything and I pestered them with questions that I already knew the answer to (but didn't trust my own knowing.) About a year in, I started to feel more comfortable with the job, and I started to loosen up somewhat. I was able to spare a smile for my colleagues and take that moment to chat with them. I became more likable -- and they began to behave as though they liked me! (Low self-confidence and low self-esteem will make this unlikability issue even more pronounced PLUS alters your perception of how people react to you.)

The first year of nursing is miserable -- we used to call it "Reality Shock" and it was required that we read about it in our last semester of school. The experience you are having right now in your job and with your coworkers is Reality Shock. Keep plugging away at the job, and you'll get through that first year. But take a lesson from someone who went through it AND was disliked by her coworkers -- take that extra minute the first time you see someone that day to say hello and to chat a bit.

Thirty seconds of chat and a warm smile helps workplace relationships. Act as if you are happy to see that person; she's one of your favorite coworkers. As how her commute went this morning; the traffic was SO backed up. Ask how her garden is doing with the rain (or lack of rain), how her grandson's little league game went -- anything she's mentioned to you or you've heard her mentioning to others. If you know absolutely nothing about your colleague, ask what they did last weekend or if they have any great plans for their day off tomorrow. Then you'll have something to chat about the next time you see them. And they will think you like them. Most of us are much more likely to like someone we think likes us and LESS likely to like someone we think doesn't like us. So change their perception.

guest114 · Nov 10, 2017

I know what you mean, how rough it can be. I have always tried my best, had good intentions and still there were always those nurses who were mean rude and unhelpful. I came to the conclusion it was more of a personal problem and possibly even intimidation. All these older nurses seeing fresh faces coming in, they may feel threatened especially because a lot of us continue to go to school and have knowledge that may have taken them decades to acquire on the floor. I have learned to use those situations to my advantage, they expect you to get upset or stop asking questions or whatever the goal is and you have to show them your a strong nurse and can look passed these issues and put the patient and your job first, not petty drama. come out as the bigger person, I have worked in a lot of place as an LPN, and now i'm reaching the end of my schooling for my RN and it doesn't matter how much you do, people with that type of personality won't change, and you can't let it ruin nursing for you. Just be aware of it and ignore, because when they aren't getting the reaction they want they will most likely cut it out,(kinda like children ..) and probably find new prey unfortunatley. Nursing is brutal, and even more so when you don't expect it to be that way...when push comes to shove people have no problem throwing one another under the bus, for anything... that's why i continue my education so I can end up in a position to address and change these types of problems in healthcare.

Ruby Vee, BSN · Nov 10, 2017

I know what you mean, how rough it can be. I have always tried my best, had good intentions and still there were always those nurses who were mean rude and unhelpful. I came to the conclusion it was more of a personal problem and possibly even intimidation. All these older nurses seeing fresh faces coming in, they may feel threatened especially because a lot of us continue to go to school and have knowledge that may have taken them decades to acquire on the floor. I have learned to use those situations to my advantage, they expect you to get upset or stop asking questions or whatever the goal is and you have to show them your a strong nurse and can look passed these issues and put the patient and your job first, not petty drama. come out as the bigger person, I have worked in a lot of place as an LPN, and now i'm reaching the end of my schooling for my RN and it doesn't matter how much you do, people with that type of personality won't change, and you can't let it ruin nursing for you. Just be aware of it and ignore, because when they aren't getting the reaction they want they will most likely cut it out,(kinda like children ..) and probably find new prey unfortunatley. Nursing is brutal, and even more so when you don't expect it to be that way...when push comes to shove people have no problem throwing one another under the bus, for anything... that's why i continue my education so I can end up in a position to address and change these types of problems in healthcare.

If you meet one rude person, you've met a rude person. If everyone you meet is rude, brutal, mean or throwing you under the bus -- YOU must be the rude person. And your ageism is showing.

sunny time · Dec 1, 2017

if everyone seems to be mean or rude to you, then it is time to look in the mirror. If that person looks mean or rude then change the face. Put on a million dollar smile and brave through. show yourself that you can do it. you do not need to prove anything to anyone but yourself. hold your head up high, ask questions, look up information and bring a sense of self confidence with your presence. Good luck.