Here are the issues that I have been told about, in public, with others standing around, yet I know some of this stuff could have been handled better, went over my supervisors head, yet I am still am still the bad guy. Really? Bullying has to stop some time! Here are the issues raised.....not in full detail...yet made with no tact to me...
Given meds in dining room
Dropped narc and instinctively threw it in sharp box, immediately went to ---- and told her I needed her help and explained what I did, she called ---, came back to me saying ---- was really mad and she could not sign off what I did because she did not fiond the medication, finally found in sharps box but told me she could lose her job, this was an ambien, yet made me feel like I could lose my job, finally signed off med that it was wasted.
Clean gloves worn at the nursing station for a second
Called other staff member regarding resident meds while in hallway
CNA asked where ----was, told her she was at nursing station, was told she could not leave CNA has fall that I could assist and that they could not leave resident alone if there is a fall, told ----I knew this but did not know at time there was a fall before telling CNA that ---- was at nursing station
Told by ----I had to do the pharmacy deliveries because she never sees me doing it, told her I would do it but was in middle of narc pass, she still insisted on me doing pharmacy from now on, again told her I have done it before, insisted I still do it even after other nurses are not busy or say they will do it
CNA asked question if a residents family causes skin tear do we still have to do a report? Told her to go see ----, later ---- told me I should have went and assessed the situation and find out about skin tear, I did not know who resident was or if we do a report, later after RN saw skin tear decided not to do anything regarding it
I found a place on mar that no one was filling out from the 9th and it was the 13th, pointed it out to ---- and she made point to tell me I should have been responsible for this even after I had not been there a day or two either and was not the only one on the cart at that med pass
Didn't lock the med cart, keys on top yet I was standing right there where I could see the cart the entire time yet got into trouble with this.
The issues I list has happened to me, yet they have or may have happened to other nurses, yet I was the one that was in trouble for it, they never got in trouble by the same supervisor...and its being done by others, yet I am the one that hears about it.
This is some things that have happened. I feel my spirit as a nurse is breaking and I want to cry all the time. I love my job as a nurse, but it really has gotten to where I am sick physically and mentally due to my supervisor. She has it out for me and here I am. I feel alone. I feel like crying all the time. I feel like I am simply being bullied.
