Awkward

So I do Home Health. Aside from the stupidity of the ginormous amount of paper work that makes a 35 hour week regularly 50, I like my job. Frankly the amount of time nursing saps from my life is my biggest complaint about being a nurse. I wish that the nursing field was more schedule flexible....it claims to be as such but it is not.

Okay side tract. I manage the care of about 20 patients. Some are very long term ( had them a year) some are shorter (weeks if they do really well). I love my patients...even the jerks. I work really hard to keep them at home, to make sure they are at least trying to do what they are suppose to, to advocate for them with their physicians and work with their families. I enjoy this part of my job a great deal. But I’m really wigged out by the lack of boundaries some of my patients have.

I realize that a nurse coming in to one’s home is a rather intimate relationship. But boundaries are so hard to keep clear in healthcare as it is. Like patients want you to be their friend, they want to feel you know and understand them, and they want to feel like you care. I can’t particularly fake any of those feelings so I usually connect well with people because of it. However, recently, after trying for many years, I finally got pregnant. I am truly excited to be a mom and as I can’t hide the fact anymore I have shared with my patients my pregnancy....mostly to prepare them for my maternity leave.
I have now had one patient ask me when she is going to see my baby. I assured her I would share pictures when I returned to work. You would have thought I slapped her in the face with the look she gave me and then stated, “ You aren’t going to bring the baby here so I can meet her?” I backed out of that as gracefully as I could. But then I had another patient ask me, “My daughter and I were planning on coming to the baby shower, when is it?” There have been a few other incidents like this with 2 other patients.

I’m sorry, I really do care about these people, but what????? My mother claims that this is no different than co-workers wanting to be at a baby shower and that I’m being rude because I’m not willing to invite my patients in to my personal life. I really beg to differ. And I think most other people in my profession can see that these patients are crossing the line and that I apparently need to back off the friendliness of our interactions and be more professional. But it is sooooooo very hard to do that when even my own mother expects that nurses should care about their patients so much that she is admonishing me for not allowing them in to my life more.

Anyone else have this issue with not just their patients...but their family members as well?