I don't know if I'm looking for advice, others that have experienced this, or just rambling... but here goes.
I'm smart. Now I don't mean to brag about it, but it is what it is. I'm not trying to say that makes me super-nurse by any means. However, I graduated in May 09' with a 3.96 (stupid French class) and studied half the time that others did. I passed NCLEX with 75 questions and under 30 minutes. I know my nursing stuff. At least book wise. Or at least I used to. Here's my situation.
I work a general medical floor that specializes in ortho-uro-neuro. I have worked here since May 09' I chose this unit because I personally don't think new grads should work ICU, ER, critical care units to begin with. Now I realize there are some new grads that make excellant nurses in those specialities, and I'm not downing you. It was important to me though to get my basics together before worrying about needing even more hands-on knowledge.
The other day I float to a telemetry floor and I am way out of my element. ECGs look like a paper with scribbles. Chest pain protocals? Angio-caths? Where to these leads go? I am thrown off guard, out of my element, and truthfully kinda scared. Fortunately I have good nurses by my side, interpreting ECGs and writing notes on my patients.
The problem is, I could do this a year ago. While I don't consider myself an expert in any sense at my current job, I do consider myself proficient. Another important consideration is that I'm looking at going into a NP or PA program in fall 2011.
So, do I stay where I am comfortable, with co-workers and patients I really do like- a good unit with decent management, or do I move on... to increase my knowledge base and refresh my memory on those things learned? Or do I go into unknown water and hope for the best. If I move on I'm looking at an ICU type setting, as I cannot do Peds often. That eliminates the ER.
I keep remembering a discussion I had with one professor... telling her that I studied for a test 2 hours beforehand. That I could study for hours and hours days before, but I really did my best with retaining information and applying it when the pressure was on. Her words were "that makes for a great ICU nurse"
Any suggestions or advice is greatly appreciated.