Today I sat down and thought about how glad I am to be pursuing my dream,
but with all the happy ones came a few negative thoughts.
I've picked up a few RN-NCLEX review books and looking into them I can't help but think "how in the world am I going to do this?" I don't even understand HALF the things in the book.
Will my determination alone be enough? Will I be able to do this?
I know the nursing program is difficult and Im determined to go through with it and push myself to excel and finally be able to do what I've always dreamed to be.
But im scared I wont be able to do it, im afraid and im starting to doubt myself.
Did any of you ever feel this way? How did you get through it?
Do you have any advice for me?
I needed to vent this out
Im starting my pre-reqs this fall at Brookhaven.
My family is somewhat supportive but they dont understand what im feeling. Half of them think school is something that you just show up to, read a book, pass and ta-da! Your dreams have come true
. Its not like that you have to pour your heart and soul into your studies.
The other half just bring me down....
Someone pick me up....