It's been 4 long weeks since I lost my job. I was terminated after 15 months working on a step down unit. I had 3 writeups total during my employment all related to not completing education on time. One was a module, one was a skills check off, the last was my BLS card was not renewed on time.
I take full responsibility and have made no excuses in interviews. I talk about how I learned from my mistake and am was actually up to date with all of my education on the day of my termination. I made a binder in November after my last write up and was keeping up with the quizzes and modules. I have never had my marks against me for patient care, have my BLS, ACS, working on step down certification, and just had my annual evaluation in February with nothing but positive remarks about my patient care but unfortunately marks against me keeping up with education.
I graduated with honors, have always been responsible, but for whatever reason just didn't deem the mandated education that important. I studied on my days off, I would always eventually completely the education, but not always on time. I understand where I messed up and willing to change that.
I didn't think this mistake would haunt me as much. But the only other major hospital system in my city is BIG on education. I have interviewed with 3 managers at 3 of their different hospitals and they all have stressed their focus on education. The interview always seems to go downhill after I talk about my termination. I try to present myself as a clinically sound nurse who just was not negligent with the mandatory education on our unit. I am sooo depressed and frustrated!! I miss patient care. I miss working.
3 back to back interviews that all seemed to end on a negative note has deterred my confidence so much! I get so nervous during the interviews, even if I'm well prepared. I feel like I am having to relive the shame of being fired every time I'm interviewed. No manager has seemed to have mercy or understanding. They all look at me like I have a 3rd eye when I bring up my termination.
I have at least one more manager to meet with but I want to try to have this one end positively at least.
Any advice on how I can bounce back from this termination? ::desperate::