Hello. I know you didn't expect to fail the first time but you definitely didn't think you would fail the second time. I know the feeling and my best advice would be to study like you never studied before, go back stronger for the 3rd time and nail that test with 75Q! You are definitely capable especially since your putting in all the work. My advice is put the books aside and practice questions every day. I think by now you should be pretty confident with content unless you had many unfamiliar topics on the second exam. If your finances allow, purchase NCSBN, LaCharity and use the free online version of Nclex-3500. These are just my suggestions and what helped me pass the 3rd time. Best wishes to you!