Anyone passed with 205 ?'s

I just got back from taking the nclex-pn...I will repeat what others have said already...that was the worst test Ive ever taken and I felt like I had never been in nursing school....I paniked when it didnt cut off before 100 and got really nervous, watching the clock....It finally cut off around 190 something, but I dont feel like I passed and dont really know how to prepare to pass it if i have to take it again.....I need a drink