Anyone Bipolar???

Hi there folks - I'm soooo glad I found a nurses' bipolar board finally. I'll come back for more entry sonn & meantime I need to have my beauty rest.

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There are other threads on nurses with mental illness as well. I was surpised at how many there are! Hmmm ... lol




Depression/Anxiety (there is a poll on this thread too if you want to add your statistics to the mix):

http://allnurses.com/forums/f98/trea...mental+illness


Bipolar/manic depression:

http://allnurses.com/forums/f98/bipo...ght=depression


Major depression:

http://allnurses.com/forums/f98/majo...ght=depression


Psych nurse recently diagnosed with bipolar illness:

http://allnurses.com/forums/f46/psyc...ght=depression


Nurse "just had emotional breakdown at work":

http://allnurses.com/forums/f8/just-...ght=depression


Nurses with adult a.d.d. (ADD is not a mental health issue, however, I would think it aggravates depression or vice versa):

http://allnurses.com/forums/f8/nurse...ght=depression


Nursing - depression:

http://allnurses.com/forums/f8/nursi...ght=depression

I am currently applying to nursing school, all the pre reqs are done and the disclosure issue is very touchy, in my mind. i was dx'd 15 years ago, and at the time it was none too pleasant. A shoplifitng arrest landed me in a psychiatric hospital after a seizue from benzdiazapine with draw. I had procured them from a girl i was dating, and i knew someting was wrong. the state police recod says nothing of the drug charge 15 years ago, but the county court arrest record does. I would expect any nursing school to look beyond a state police record, and can explain the drug charge as a part of being dx'd, and i'm still anxious. i have a very supportive psychiatrist. I';m also currently working to change my job from a high pressure call center to a long term psychiatric care facility's remediation department. they teach regualr school subject to young people who have been dx'd and dont do so well in regular school settings ( outbursts of violence ) ... any ideas are appreciated

Relieved to find this topic, also. I was out of control manic last spring. Started in the winter, escalated into the next season. My daughter had me involuntarily committed to a state hospital. It was not what I needed/wanted, of course. I permanently severed/damaged relationships prior to the hospitalization. On meds now for control, and in talk therapy. Still learning how to cope. In a non-nursing job now. At a minimum wage pay. But thoroughly enjoy the work I do right now. It is working with dogs at a dog day care center! Almost like play, rather than work, hence the low wage! LOL....if it weren't for my husband, I'd be selling the house, regrouping totally financially in that way. I am in serious arrears in credit card debt, though, since I didn't work for nearly a year in nursing arena. Need to re-enter nursing at some point soon at least part time for financial purposes and to rehone nursing skills, but am anxious over that bit so plan to not push myself to avoid a relapse of anxiety/mania, etc.
Once again, VERY grateful for the opportunity to vent here. I DID feel "crazy" while manic. I am relieved with the meds I have now. But cannot possible afford them once I lose my medical insurance via COBRA thru former job...
Thank you, all, for sharing. Lots of luck to us all.

i was told i was bipolar. started on prozac. Stopped that after it didn't work real well and lost weight. Since then, never used anything and never really needed to say i was bipolar. I think i have it mostly under control. I dont have manic episodes, but i do get depressed/happy days a bit. I get insomnia and fatigue though. Could be the stress im under too.

OMG! So grateful to find this thread. I too am bipolar, was first dx 25 years ago, but resented the dx so paid no attention to it and spent the next 12 years in and out of control --- exhausting. In 1997 I was dx again with bipolar I, mixed episodes, and had taken every med under the sun to try to get things under control. Psychotherapy, sometimes 2 X week, but mostly weekly which still continues (which means a 2 hour drive each way to the therapist - weekly). I had been off meds succcessfully (doing very mindful activities to tend to the bipolar) for 4 years until the stress increased and lack of sleep continued in my second semester of BSN program. I seized in class one day and was taken to the ER for full work-up. (actually called pseudo-seizure - because due to psych reasons) I am also dx PTSD which just adds to how attentive I need to be regarding my mental stability.

I ended up in the psych unit at the hospital for a week and back on meds again. The psych unit I was in is a teaching hospital and included students from my BSN program ----- they were great, so supportive, and totally HIPPA-aware. These meds have been a life saver (though I seem to require 11 hours of sleep nightly!!) My instructors have been incredibly supportive and allowed me the remainder of the semester to make up classwork for the week I missed. Because of the amt of sleep required d/t meds, I have had to reconcile that receiving B's instead of A's is really okay. I also noticed with the new meds, that my ability to concentrate has become so keen, that study time is incredibly efficient and have actually not had a compromise in grades at all.

I plan on staying on these meds at least through graduation, and also plan on continuing to get MSN after graduation. The goal is PMHNP --- makes sense huh!?

I'm still here and I'm still bipolar

I too have chosen to work in a more "fun" job for now - maybe sometime I will go back to nursing or at least some kind of human service capacity - but I am treating myself very well right now - it is so hard for me to know when "too much is too much".

I haven't been manic for almost a year and a half (smoke free that whole time too because of being in the hosp for a month, hey hey! ) The depression hasn't been too bad either. Perhaps this is politically incorrect, but I must say that I attribute this to applying Biblical principles to my life and surrendering my life to Christ \O/ I'd been pretty lackadaisical about my faith up until then, but I was knocked to the ground BIG TIME this time. I tell you, my life's been better this year alone than with 20 years of psychiatry and medication! I am working on weaning down my meds slowly with my Dr., but I will keep you posted on that. God made doctors and people to make medications, too, so I need to use caution with this, and not go off them out of self-will or pride or a need to be "normal". I'm NEVER going to be "normal" (who would WANT to be though! LOL!)

Dear Phoenix,
I have both narcolepsy and bipolar illness. What luck! I have been working as an RN for 3 years now. I am on meds for both illnesses. I had refused to disclose my meds for my current job and they respected my right to refuse. I work a .7 and have not succeeded working more than that. I do have rough patches. Had one recently and my MD took me off work for 1 week. You are employable. You would be suprised at the illnesses of your peers. I have several peers dealing with severe depression. You are in a silent majority. I truly believe in medications-without them I have suffered and so have my loved ones. Hope this helps.

I was diagnosed as bipolar and put on several different meds. As long as I take my meds and try to keep my schedule as steady as possible I do pretty well. I always try to be up front with my employer so they can't come back later and say they were kept in the dark about things. Anyway, they can't discriminate because of a condition.

I was diagnosed bipolar type 2 a year and a half ago, after being misdiagnosed for 20 years. The MDs figured it out after a suicide attempt and subsequent psych hospitalization. My mania is anger, irritability and short tempered. I do well on my meds (lithium, lamictal and emsam- a MAO patch). I took 6 months off work to regroup and spend time with my husband and 3 children. When I went back to work on a CCU/stepdown unit, I spoke to several of my supervisors and advised them of my diagnosis and experiences, They were very supportive and reiterated their confidence in my abilities, I do need to take my meds- I do not want a repeat of my experiences. I have not ever told my co workers of my bipolar illness. Those of us nurses with mental illness are employable, vital, appreciated and definitely make a positive impact on our patients.