I am in my second semester of nursing school and am over 40 white female. I have 2 instructors this semester, one for maternity and one for basic med surg. All of my instructors up to this point have praised me and gave me good grades for clinicals. My maternity instructor said I am going to be a great nurse and I currently have an A in her class. My basic med surg instructor is another story. She is a black female and we are about the same age. Up until recently, she has treated me fairly well in class although she makes it obvious that she has favorites. There are 2 black females in the class who can do no wrong in her eyes even when they blatantly ignore policy. There is also a hispanic male who gets a way with murder, so to speak. Tuesday I was 7 min. late to clinicals at the hospital so she told me I had to go to the campus for the day. I have never been later for clinicals before. I had no idea what I was supposed to do at school so I went to the library and caught up on all my work. Yesterday at clinicals she was almost spitting venom at me and I could do nothing right. The hispanic male was absent from clinicals on Tuesday also and didn't even call in. The policy is no show no call are grounds for dismissal from the program. At clinicals yesterday she told him everything was fine with his absence and not to worry. She almost doted on him during the day.
Sorry this is so long but I am so distraught. We had maternity class today and my med surg teacher came in and said she needed to see me after class. I went to her office and she said follow me and took me to the nursing director's office. They had paperwork in their hands so I knew this wasn't going to be good. She started out by stating that I had missed clinicals and was told to go to the school and didn't show up. I explained that I most certainly had been at the school and I had been in the library. They said no one saw me so I rattled off a list of names. Then the director asked me why I had gone to the library and I told her I just assumed that was where I was supposed to go. She then said didn't you think to come and ask one of us. Well no because they weren't my teachers. Then my teacher went on to say I am defiant in the clinical setting and don't listen to her. That couldn't be farther from the truth. I try very hard and always say yes maam to her. She stated that she told me I couldn't do anything with out her but that I tried to do things without her anyway. This was all lies and I don't understand why I have been singled out. I was made to write a paragraph in front of them explaining in my own words my understanding of what they were saying and that I would respect her authority and do what I was told from now on. When I got to my car, I broke down and cried. I have never been accused of anything like this before and just don't know what to do.