I'm really tired and I desperately want to go to bed but I have so much work to do! I got assignments out the wazoo this week and I need to read about 150 pages by tomorrow morning. I also have a care plan due on Thursday for clinicals
This is torture; it's not that the work is difficult it's just that there is way too much of it...it's never freaking ending! I am seriously tempted to just flake out and go close my eyes right now. I want to sleep that badly! I have had enough of waking up at 6:00am (married with children) and not closing my eyes until 1:00am or later. What sucks even more is that i'm not getting the summer off so the torture is scheduled to go on w/o cease for 6 more months.
I can't believe that I desperately wanted this just a year ago. :trout:
ETA: Ranting now...furthermore what peeves me off more than anything is that no one has any idea of how much I have to do. I have no problem saying no to people but it really pi**es me off that friend's and family think that since I am a student that I have all the time in the world to do them favors.
My husband is also grinding my last nerve into a pulp. He has no problem requesting that I do numerous tasks duringt he day. Like I said before I have no problem saying no when I have to but just the fact that people keep asking and expecting me to do all of this stuff makes me mad as he**. Especially when he does it...is he blind? I don't have a life anymore and I rarely have any time to do the things that I like anymore. My life is so pathetic that posting on Allnurses is a guilty pleasure. What incredibly miniscule free time I have goes to the husband and the kids. I don't get to do cr*p on my own anymore.
Ugh, I'm really sick of this.
Sigh...pity party :Melody: is over back to the books.