I start my 4th semester on Tuesday and I just lost my brother to Suicide. I lost my grandmother 15 years ago to suicide, they did it the same way and both of them were not found for days. I just got the news on my baby brother last night. Anyway, I have never lost anyone close to me like this. Things with my grandmother were not good so I wasn't close with her but with my brother, I was close with him growing up. Not as much as an adult but him, me and my sister grew up in an extremely abusive environment and used each other as support growing up to survive. So I have always felt protective over him. Being that this is all new to me I am just kind of at a loss. If I keep myself distracted or talk about it all I do OK. But the minute I am not distracted I break down.
I was just wondering if anyone has had to go through something similar during school and how they coped or any advice. This is one topic (death of a loved one) I do not have any experience with.
Thank You for any help