and i agree with what everyone has said so far
I think everyone has offer really good insights to help me understand what was going on and what needs to be done
Im trying hard to fix things and improve in all areas.
iam going to counselling to resolve issues and professional issues, working out to burn off stress, volunteering soon, working in the skills lab one hour per week to improve, working on building better relationship with my peers at school and basically trying to be positive cause i think im so lucky to even still have a chance.
thanks again dan