Just when I think I'm starting to feel better I crash. I actually had a couple of good days but today I feel horrible. Tired, weak, and just want to cry.
I told the NM last week that I was going to try to go to the doctor today, but the weather is cold, wet and miserable here, plus I feel like I've been hit by a train, so I called the clinic to make an appt. and got one for Friday morning.
I called the NM and told her I will be going to the doctor on Friday and hopefully get clearance to return to work next week. She asked me why I didn't go today since I told her I had an appt. First of all I didn't tell her I had an appt., I told her I was going to *try* to go today. I was honest with her and told her I didn't feel well and didn't feel like it would be a good idea to get out in the wet, cold weather, so I made an appt. for Friday (Didn't have anything available for tomorrow) She got kind of short with me and said "Well...Keep us informed" and hung up.
I understand they need help. I really do, but I didn't get sick on purpose. I feel like my job is slipping right through my fingers and there's nothing I can do about it.