I don't even know if I'm a "new grad" anymore. I graduated in August 09, finished orientation in Jan 10 ANYWAYS... I mean I don't even have the energy to type this right now thats how zapped I am. I feel like I'm drowning everyday in my own whirlwind of work. Its just so overwhelming for me and I think its just me and I just can't seem to "get it". I mean some days I've got it! But some days I come in and I'm being pulled 10 ways to Sunday and I cant seem to manage it. I've tried report sheets with boxes for times that I have to do things. I've tried writing a list of things to do from the time I come in until hand off, I've tried using a stopwatch to time myself but it seems like EVERYTIME I go into a patients room to do an assessment and pass meds, it cannot be a 5-8 minute ordeal. It ends up being a 28 minute ordeal because "oh sweetie do you mind, since you're in here I have to go to the bathroom". I don't want to be rude, go and get the nurse asst. who is going around doing their morning vitals, blood sugars, labs, etc. Ok so I help them back into bed, and because our hospital is somewhat like a hotel we have room service food delivery so food must be called in and ordered. "Can you help me call my breakfast order, I'm not sure what to get" all I want to do is pass my meds between the hours of 0900 and 1000. As if this is not enough I can't seem to get all of my assessments charted because I'm constantly being interrupted by the phones, the Nursing assistants and the patients families who all need me so desperately, I have to deal with those matters, catch up with the MD's, the PA's and the NP's as they Zip quietly in and out of pts rooms never to be seen again for the rest of the day JUST so that I'll have an update on the POC for the patient when they or their families ask ''so whats going on"? Or at least pass along to the next shift. To make matters worse this goes on nonstop and the next thing I know its 1500 and I have not charted an assessment, a careplan, I'm running around like a chicken with its neck cut off, I now have 10 patients because 1 nurse had sense enough to say I'm going to lunch. I DON'T take a lunch. I may pee, I may take a couple sips of water I am always leaving an hour maybe an hour and a half later to make sure everything is done. I work dayshift. I have 2 kids and a husband. I got home last night at 9:45 pm and guess what I have to turn around and do it again the next day. Any suggestions?