And I still feel totally incompetent. Is it normal to still feel like a complete idiot after almost a year and a half? I'm *trying*, although unsuccessfully, to give myself some credit for the fact that I work on an incredibly busy stressful floor, with a high turnover rate, and trying to keep in check the fact that I am very hard on myself. I have trouble forgiving myself for mistakes. But I'm having issues with the fact that it seems like nurses that have been a nurse for 5 months, or 10 months, or the same time as me, or blah blah, seem to be more together than I am. For some reason I feel like I'm on the fast track to getting fired or professionally disgraced. I'm trying to find a job on an easier unit, especially since it seems so easy for some of my coworkers to find new work. I've interviewed for 3 other positions, and have not gotten any offers. Feeling a bit like there is something wrong with me as an applicant. Tips? Or am I just kinda dumb?