I seriouly need advice. I accepted a job a few weeks ago after quitting another one due to stress and anxiety.
Though it might be less stressfull I realise all my anxiety is coming back and actually ended up calling in sick after just a few weeks of orientation!!! ( That is diffenately not typically me)
I feel like I am not compentend though I have a good resume but Ive been hiding so long behind a desk and having doctors and more experienced coworkes around me and maybe actually avoidning direct patient care that I am freeked out about being the only nurse and doing bedside nursing.
I have five years experince as a nurse. Should be able to do this but a just want to run away doing a job with no direct patient care for a while due to anxiety.
I feel like a fraud for accepting this position knowing I might react this way, but everyone kept telling me this was a golden opportunity to find something less stressfull and I was reacting this way due to anxiety/low selfasteem at the moment. Problem is I hate almost every aspect of nursing this point. I feel incompentent and burned out and dread going to work . I thought maybe some time away since leaving my old job would do the trick....Now I know I really need to get out of this and sort myself out
Question is ...how do I explain this to my new employer that I want to quit after only 3 weeks when they have invested time and energy and giving me this opportunity to work for them???? I know I will burn my bridges and seem like a mental case ( hmm maybe not far from the thruth) but I know I wont be able to function in this position now or months ahead.
Sorry for the vent.